A Pause

and thus we wait

unchased
by the phantoms of blank
sunsets or sunrises

unremorseful

waiting for voices
that beckon from
underneath
or from that spot perhaps

where feet gather
in search of travel

unlocking prisons

finding nothing
except a stinging
reflection

within someone else's
blurred
image.


..hey bad musta na?

...

Really thanks ani, im so getting this piece. K lang ko, just tried again thinking about killing myself but i realized suicide like silence now seems pretty overrated so wala lang perhaps like you im continuing still the search for those moments

And hey michelle you write so annoyingly well so for fairness' sake never stop posting more blogs maluoy ka sa dire readers like me

And hey ive been wondering, i think when ur around ur friends no one knows how u actually spend the time with the group and how u extract the little moments from them in secret. So cool.

Cge btw dri nalang hang in there and keep the search burning and do stay sane (or dont) and never try suicide bec it's wrong because like they say to live is to keep the absurd alive. Keep reflecting :-)

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don't u worry suicide was never part of my goals in life.. :)

wow 'bad im speechless, thanx jud sa tanan nimo gisulti. i feel like i don't deserve them, but still i consider myself lucky to have friends like u around! yaw pabuyag dira sa iskoylahan ha! hehe

it's hard to stay sane these days bad, really. but im trying. and u should too. although if u prefer insanity, it's fine with too as long as i don't see u prowling the streets of colon in women's clothing. :)

thanx sa tanan bad! u inspire me to pursue art. idol jud, hehe.. and like u once told me, ayaw duwa'g lapok. :)